no regret

It's my party today
I will drink what I can pay
I will dance and talk
tell my friends this was my place,
and feel in my heart
all those tiny fears and my baby tears
i'll have to cut the crap
cause bros and sisters know what's true and what's not
i'll take some more digital pictures
and pose in the most unnatural ways
smile like knowles and spears
but look like betty suarez

after a chat, a shower, some cigarets and some wine
i found the unperfect path i wanna call proudly mine

do not let situations
make you regret your very own decisions
i got played, i got bitten
I got lied at, i got afraid
and i understood
this is a huge game
this is life, and i'm no audience
it's me there with the crazy eyes
it's me there, the girl in the frame

they thaught i was a puzzle
human ressources gave me a number
they liked me for some reason
and now they want me to fuzzle
get high on money and ambitions
put me in some kind of mental prison
until I become grey and forget
about dreams, the city that made me be,
the passion that lets me free

I was a child, I was a sister
I was a woman, I was a country
I thought that I was here to study
there to wait and there to learn
believed I was becomin somebody
I was a baby, a beginner,
but i just got it, no one sees it that way
without knowing it my faith got thinner
now there's no one to come and take it away

all u got is ur brain
do not let situations
make u regret ur decisions
cause all u got
all that u got is ur heart, ur games in life, and ur pain

baby im tryin to grow up
to become a grown up
to be myslef and to help
all those like me that a freaked out
on the playground of this planet so insane

now i'm closing the doors to the past
will be remembered and will be loved
the days that no camera can draw back
i am saying bye cause it's about time
i will miss but not regret
cause i lived a life that's only mine